today
..is packing day #1. I’ve emptied 5/6 of my wardrobe and I filled 3/4 of my luggage bag. But that’s all I packed, clothes. Many other things like rice cooker, laptop, shampoo, soap, vegetable sift, bedroom slippers, stationery, photos, books I haven’t put in yet. Wish I can transport my whole house over, like the scene in Up. Woosh, up up and away! And everything’s transported.
Oh well! That’s just fantasy.
Feeling sad because, I don’t know my paternal cousins well. And my maternal family’s not as close knit as before.
..I used to love CNY, but year after year I..dunno.
Inclination to pray. Sigh I’m so drained at the moment. God I promise I will pray to you before I sleep.